sara

so im listening to a day to remember “if it means a lot to you” & a lots running through my mind, prob the past month & a half has been really hard for me, long story short i got my heart broken by my best friend who i liked all throughout highschool. he came home  before leaving to afghanistan to say goodbye to his family & friends but the thing is me and him hadnt talked for about a yr because of his x gf. so long story short i msged him cause i saw he was home and no matter what i still cared for him then. so he txted me back and we hungout and got everything out and it was nice to see him:) after the first nite of seeing him, that night we told eachother how we’ve always felt for eachother:( i always liked him n he told me he always liked me, & the nite ended perfectly w him kissing me ( like a fairytale story) everything was perfect and we hung out for 2 more days and spent every minute together, he said everything i ever wanted to hear from a guy” i like you, your beautiful, cute morning txts from him” i was falling for him,<3 so sunday came, the nite he was leaving:( i waited for him to come over, he came over at 1 am to say goodbye to me and i had gotten him a bday gift, a beer hat which was army colored, a picture of me and a letter:( that nite was soo amazing:( he told me to wait for him and that he’ll think of me & that not only did he like me but i was “his best friend” and that he didnt wanna leave me & everything was a fairytale. so we said our goodbyes and i cried, so as soon as he got back to his base i hadnt heard from him:( & still havent,…

thats why ive been so upset, i try not to think about it but what he did was wrong, and not to even give me a reason why ! i hate immature guys who cant explain themselves. the thing that hurts me the most is he was my best friend, why wuld u do this to me? after all ive ever done for u and been their for u, i just get smacked in the face as usual. i try not to think about him but its the fact that he left me here wondering and not giving me a reason why:( but i know im a better person than he will ever be, & i know that someone will appreciate the cute lil things i do for them:) just i hope one day i will find my “best friend” again</3

Crush a bit, little bit, roll it up, take a hit
Feelin’ lit feelin’ light, 2 am summer night.
I don’t care, hand on the wheel, drivin drunk, I’m doin’ my thang
Rollin the Midwest side and out livin’ my life getting’ out dreams
People told me slow my roll I’m screaming out FUCK THAT
Imma do just what I want lookin’ ahead no turnin’ back
if I fall if I die know I lived it till the fullest
if I fall if I die know I lived and missed some bullets
I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold
I’ll be fine once I get it, I’ll be good.<3

haha i still love the tourettes guy :) idc what ne one says!

lmfao this explains me very well when i drink:)